Dissertation Progress- Draft 2= Practically Done

by - Monday, April 30, 2012

The last week and a half I have been trying so hard to pull this thing together, and though I think a few parts have improved, I am pretty worried. The plan was to turn it in tomorrow, but I haven't figured out the introduction at all, so I am really frustrated and just feel heavy about the whole thing. It comes with a lot of worries that I am just not intellectually capable of doing this thing. The first draft has its own challenges, but you know you are turning it in to be slaughtered. The worry now is that I will turn this in and it will still be nowhere near where it is supposed to be. This is when you start to have that same feeling I had in the pit of my stomach for the first year of grad school (and then some, who are we kidding?) where you are sure you are about to be found out and kicked out. At moments I think what I have hear is really good, but I know it isn't conceptually developed enough, and that is why I can't always hit my points succinctly. Blergy! Ok, enough whining and laying around and watching reality television. Time to get back to work.

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